My Memories

Love actually is start with the eye then the feel then when the feeling starting to make sense the heart beat with is different when you meet him/her. Everything starts with a feeling and words that came out from your mind. When you saw her, you will feel shame and afraid to talk to him/her. Actually all this is just a feel, the real love is not like this. I found out this when I meet the other part of myself. Although I not yet tell her, but I truly know what the meaning of love and what the differences in love and puppy love. Loving someone should not be shame and would not even be shame when you talk to him/her. Its sound like just friend but the way you talk to him/her is different from talking with a friend even a best friend. He/She will try to understand your problem and solve with you. One thing that she say to me before this about the talent that given by God to me that is about guitar that I have stopped recently. She told me not to stop but the answer I given to her is, “I got to stop it to focus in my study” but she said, “it's just wasting your talent” but yesterday I watch an old movie name Spiderman and it the part 2 and I remember that the doctor that checked his body have said something that I’ll totally remember it that he said; “you have your choice to choose” after peter parker had said that he dream that he is Spiderman and he starting to lost his power suddenly. At the end, Spiderman have choose to be Spiderman and peter parker, so why can’t I be a guitarist for Christ at the same time I be a excellent student at the same time. Spiderman need to save people all the time but I just need to spend 2hour in my guitar every day, that’s all I needed to do. But I have promise her that after half year only I‘ll play back guitar. Dear friends out there, your true love is not asking you for anything, because he/she just wanted to be with you and help you. Being in true love is a joy while being in puppy love is just a happy. What mean happy is just a thing that will make u happy and smile for a moment and it won’t last long. Happy is just like a lie even now a day there even have love with lie that will make you happy for a moment until the time both of you bored with each other and break. What I mention now is puppy love. It’s just a love with lie that will only make you happy for a moment. Actually for me, puppy love is causes of parent dun love they child then they started to feel lonely and bored with single love and with jealous with other couple and this is the starting point of a girl/guy think about love even though the time they had won’t be long, they still wanted to find a part-time partner. Even I had think about puppy love before this will be like this but that is my past and I admit it that I had sad for those puppy love before but now it’s not the same anymore. In Christian bible, there have mention the creation of the world, animal and human in the book of genesis but there is something that I didn’t even notice in it before until my friend told me about it. When God create man, He had follow his own image to create it and when God create woman, God had put the man that is Adam in sleep and took one of its ribs out from his body and created a woman with it. So if you really find your ribs or other part of your body, both of you won’t have any problem in your relationship such as quarrel or even worst married and get divorce. Real love is not same as puppy love. I meet someone in my church that they have married for 50years if not wrong and they are now in the age of 70 plus if not wrong but they still so love each other and even they respect each other all the time, it’s really impress me with they love. This is the true power of love and it totally different from feeling de love because feeling the love is just a feel that will confuse you. Love is something that hidden deep inside your heart and when the right time come, the hidden feeling will be flow out to his/her hidden feel and when both of it had been connected, the both of you will be joyfully forever. This is real love meant to be when both of you successfully get connected^^

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