My Memories

i know many people are saying my bad thing from secondary til college life...but you all never know the fact of what you all been saying to me!!! i told you all once and again, i not doing any sins or bad to any of you, i treat you all the same way as i treat other, so if you all wanna say bad thing about me, up to you...and for the guys part, i know you all saying a lot of bad things about me because of you jealous so please dont blame me for God will not punish me...thx..

and one more thing, is the way you treat me that got problem, not the way i treat you all...i treat everyone fair and square...all of you always look down on me, look down on thing i cant do because non of you willing to help me as for im help each and everyone of you...being good for bad punishment???

i was alone and always will be alone and so i find friend, i try to keep my self get connected with you all but you all will only think that im a paper that had been write wrong(a friend that you had wrongly knowed) and after that, just throw me to rubbish bin and when you recycle(when you need me) you will get me and after that you will still throw me away...

so from now on, those that dislike me can direct delete me from any of my facebook account because i dont think is worth for you to add me and seeing my post about all my bull shit stuff, you all can get out from my life from now on because non of you believe and understand me so i will not waste my time to explain much and believe you all anymore because i will be glad that im doing so for that clean of my own name and image...

i think 2012(so call end of the world) is coming....
26 school at ipoh having flu virus spreading around, japan having earthquake...
so when i gonna die???
i really dont know when i going to die
and i almost been crush by 4 car reverse today so i got a feel that today goin to happen something bad but how would i know it happen something more worst...
thought something good gonna happen when i get her message today
but who knows that it become a disaster...
sorry so much Mia Jia Xin...
hope that we could still stay as fren and stay contact....
just let the memory fade away and start from the beginning again....
im going to lost from ur memory and sight soon..
as a fairy tails that an angel of protection will be going to lost by your side....
fairy tails story always end with disaster and tragic....
so now i pray for the world that all my concern/caring will be fall on the land that created with God hands so that everyone have a person to care for them forever...
Thanks God giving me a temptation and a memory...
Take care my friends...
Thanks to my Drug(my coffee) that bring my life near to end all the time
and i will continue for your killing in my heart....
GrAce LeOng, i admit i miss you so much but wish that you will found a better one^^
im not joking for all my words because im over concern for you all....
so i will stay the far distance with you all from now on from getting any misunderstand...
so i will being alone and staying in my dark sight again....
enough for stupid social networking things and liar around me....
i wanna end everything bad right now...
so please start everything in a proper way....

这篇日志是从一个美国人的Facebook转来的。
Source from a guy posted in Facebook, in case he reads this =)


I don't care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now.... I dont care if you are a guy or a woman or Michael Jackson..... just read this, it will make a difference.
if only everyone could see this and understand it....

When she stares at your mouth
[ Kiss her ]


When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you
[ Grab her and dont let go ]


When she starts cursing at you tryin to act all tuff
[ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]


When she's quiet
[ Ask her whats wrong ]


When she ignores you
[ Give her your attention ]


When she pulls away
[ Pull her back ]


When you see her at her worst
[ Tell her she's beautiful ]


When you see her start cryin
[Just hold her and dont say a word]


When you see her walkin
[ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]


When she's scared
[ Protect her ]


When she steals your favorite sweatshirt
[ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night ]


When she teases you
[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]

When she doesn't answer for a long time
[ reassure her that everything is okay ]


When she looks at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]


When she says that she likes you
[she really does more than you can understand]

When she grabs at your hands
[ Hold her's and play with her fingers ]

When she bumps into you;
[ bump into her back and make her laugh ]


When she tells you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]


When she looks at you in your eyes
[ dont look away until she does ]


When she says it's over.

[ she still wants you to be hers ]


When she reposts this bulletin
[ she wants you to read it ]


- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

- When she says she's ok dont believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

-Treat her like she's all that matters to you


- Stay up all night with her when shes sick

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid


- Give her the world


- Let her wear your clothes


-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her


- Let her know she's important!

- DON'T TALK ABOUT OTHER GIRLS AROUND HER!

- Kiss her in the pouring rain

- When she runs up to you crying, ask her

"Whose ass am I kicking baby?"



评语: Too sweet for me ≥ω≤ ❤♥



09022011

Tonite my house had happen a big fight or should be call a argument that the victam is my second uncle. It's spund like a joke for you instead of a argument but after you read all this, you will hate SAKAI in the world. I should begin the story with my second sunt that cause all the problem in my shop and because of that, we call her as a SAKAI. she bring my third aunt to become a sakai as well cause they are sister. so tonite this SAKAI maybe in a M time but who cares because she drop the guy or we should callmy uncle as MAN cos he had get mad today and i mean it, TOTALLY MAD!!! she did not get to wont the 1000plus loteri and so she blame her husband that is my uncle and scold him like HELL!!! and think he is a JERK!!! so my uncle totally MAD tonite and went back to my grandma house. When he stepped into the house, he started to scold and scold that SAKAI non-stop like a MAN!!! and another fast, she go genting gamble and lose money until borrow from ALONG, my uncle also didnt say anything but this time, she is totally over to scold my uncle as a JERK and because of that, my uncle is BEH TA HAN already. So tonite a World War had happen in my house and tomorrow i had to get my self a heavy and strong armor to protect my self from being kill. so Conclusion is, you think the whole story, who's wrong and who's the greatest?

(chinese)

原来我们都没变`



同样的故事..　同样的问题..　同样的过程..　同样的结局..


你..依然是我所深爱的人..

(pinyin)


Yuánlái wǒmen dōu méi biàn `


tóngyàng de gùshì.. Tóngyàng de wèntí.. Tóngyàng de guòchéng.. Tóngyàng de jiéjú..


Nǐ.. Yīrán shì wǒ suǒ shēn ài de rén..

(english translate)


`We have not change frem the start


Same story .. same problem .. same process as the outcome .. ..


.. you still the person I love ..

(my sentence)


ok....to a person have love problem,its sound like this

(problem in translating)


things never change from the beginning....


same story,argue always...same problem,get suffer alone always....same path that u'll only be blame...same ending, will not break...


but still confusing that yourself still love him after so many hurt you get....