Friday, May 28, 2010 at 8:03 AM Posted by Jeremiah Jr Chai 0 Comments

Girl: Thank for the fun day
Guy: No problem
Girl: Can i ask you a few questions?
Guy: Sure O.O
Girl: And....
Girl: Be Honest
Girl: Have i ever crossed your mind?
Guy: No
Girl: Do you like me?
Guy: No
Girl: Do you want me?
Guy: No
Girl: Would you cry if i left?
Guy: No
Girl: Would you live for me?
Guy: No
Girl: Would you do anything for me?
Guy: No
Girl: Choose me or your life
Guy: My life
The girl ran away in shock depression
The boy ran after her and told her....
The reason you never crossed my mind because
YOU'RE ALWAYS IN MY MIND
The reason why i don't like you is because
I LOVE YOU
The reason i don't want you is
I NEED YOU
The reason why i wouldn't cry if you left
BECAUSE I WILL DIE IF YOU LEFT
the reason i wouldn't live for you is because
I WILL DIE FOR YOU
The reason i'm not willing to do anything for you is because
I WILL DO EVERYTHING FOR YOU
The reason i choose my life is because
YOU ARE MY LIFE

I LOVE YOU
THE END

Thursday, May 27, 2010 at 7:21 AM Posted by Jeremiah Jr Chai 0 Comments

全都变了
在一晚里面
全部东西都变了
我和他的relationship也变了
她才不会理我了
也不会sms我了
不会reply我的sms了
更加不会在理我有没有on9了
他的笑容也不在了
我只能很远的地方看着他
也不能够再和他一起笑了
为什么会变成这样的??
我已经不再对你有感情了
但是为什么你要这样对我
我已经是很累了
如果我和你好像以前那样
对不起
如果你想找回我
我什么时候都是always online

this is my 1st time write chinese words for so long...as for ur information, im a banana...is got a little help from my fren for some correction...thanks for reading^^

Copyright Reserved
Jeremiah Jr Chai     

爱在线 Always Online Web Movie (With English Subtitles)

Wednesday, May 26, 2010 at 8:18 AM Posted by Jeremiah Jr Chai 1 Comment

sometimes feeling is very sucks....
and the defination for feeling is disturbing our life...
and i wish im feelingless....
feeling is really bothering my life now....
i duno what should i do to release those emo feeling...
and totally i duno how to release cold-blooded feeling at my fren...
and it just making everything totally nonsense.....
feeling feel like everything to the world...
happy, joyful, sad, painful and other feeling...
with or without those feeling is just like no different...
anger, emo, frustrated and other as well...
is just like making the world moving more slow then the time...
why does feeling making me so ....
i really duno why...haiz....
feelingless = SPEECHLESS NOW...

Sunday, May 23, 2010 at 3:48 AM Posted by Jeremiah Jr Chai 0 Comments

status...sad
she is online, but she is been offline to me
she got credit,but she dun even reply or even see my msg
even i got thing to tell her,but she din even wanna hear it
although i miss her,she might be missing someone else
she is offline and i just think that she had been sleeping right now
and when she reply, she just said, "im busy!!"
and wat i say is, "then please reply me when u r not"
im so sad :'( please reply me soon....

Friday, May 21, 2010 at 8:47 AM Posted by Jeremiah Jr Chai 0 Comments

i remember the 1st day we meet *im so shy that time*

i remember the time we take bus together *i sited with other person and you sited with other person as well*

even i remember the 1st time i hold your hand *my heart beat jumping so fast & im so nervous*

i even remember that we wear what color shirt that day *i wear red, you wear blue and inside is black*

i also remember the time & feel i hugged you *it just making me feel so warm & sweet*

i do even remember that time i hug around ur waist *it making me wanna kiss you*

the time we went back home together *i just wish to hold your hand & rest for a moment*

even the time we go out together *i just wish to see your smile & have a nice day*

the time we have our lunch together *it just making me feel full with looking at you*

the time we walk together *i just know we were meant to be together*

even the time we sit together *i just know that i will focus on you*

but eventually, all is just a dream *sooner or later we gonna wake up as well*

and when we woke up from this dream *it's feel like a nightmare*

all will be end *even the smile that we had before*

and all will turn to abnormal *even when we meet, it just feel like something happen before*

without explanation *what is happening around*

and it feel like something lost between us *wish to hold ur hand in the reality again*

the touch between us *the feeling of your warm*

even the feeling disappear suddenly *the feel of ur soft hand,the feel of hugging you,the feel of ur pretty eyes even the warm and happy feeling when be with you is all disappear so suddenly*

and everything happen within a second *not even a second*

and what i wish is just to be with you again *together and forever*

I LOVE YOU

it was just following my feel to write down....if you have problem to understand it, please use the translater to translate it...thanks....copyright reserved by Jeremiah Jr Chai....

Saturday, May 15, 2010 at 8:41 AM Posted by Jeremiah Jr Chai 0 Comments

i wish i could go club...
but i dun wish too...
because everytime i heard my frens that i cares so much goin to those kind of place,
i really very worry 
and have bad feel that sumthing will happen to her 
and mostly i cares is girls
and my frens around me that i will remembered and cares oways...
please to go again...
i need you now...
because once i heard it...
my heart break
and it feel like a knife have stabbed my heart
and my tears falling down straight away
i wish i could out with them and protect them now...
even i have to sacrifice to do so
i'm willing to do so
because i will remember you all oways...
FRENS, i cares and love you all...
promise me not to go lau :'(

Thursday, May 13, 2010 at 6:35 PM Posted by Jeremiah Jr Chai 0 Comments

Love

Love actually is start with the eye then the feel then when the feeling starting to make sense the heart beat with is different when you meet him/her. Everything starts with a feeling and words that came out from your mind. When you saw her, you will feel shame and afraid to talk to him/her. Actually all this is just a feel, the real love is not like this. I found out this when I meet the other part of myself. Although I not yet tell her, but I truly know what the meaning of love and what the differences in love and puppy love. Loving someone should not be shame and would not even be shame when you talk to him/her. Its sound like just friend but the way you talk to him/her is different from talking with a friend even a best friend. He/She will try to understand your problem and solve with you. One thing that she say to me before this about the talent that given by God to me that is about guitar that I have stopped recently. She told me not to stop but the answer I given to her is, “I got to stop it to focus in my study” but she said, “it's just wasting your talent” but yesterday I watch an old movie name Spiderman and it the part 2 and I remember that the doctor that checked his body have said something that I’ll totally remember it that he said; “you have your choice to choose” after peter parker had said that he dream that he is Spiderman and he starting to lost his power suddenly. At the end, Spiderman have choose to be Spiderman and peter parker, so why can’t I be a guitarist for Christ at the same time I be a excellent student at the same time. Spiderman need to save people all the time but I just need to spend 2hour in my guitar every day, that’s all I needed to do. But I have promise her that after half year only I‘ll play back guitar. Dear friends out there, your true love is not asking you for anything, because he/she just wanted to be with you and help you. Being in true love is a joy while being in puppy love is just a happy. What mean happy is just a thing that will make u happy and smile for a moment and it won’t last long. Happy is just like a lie even now a day there even have love with lie that will make you happy for a moment until the time both of you bored with each other and break. What I mention now is puppy love. It’s just a love with lie that will only make you happy for a moment. Actually for me, puppy love is causes of parent dun love they child then they started to feel lonely and bored with single love and with jealous with other couple and this is the starting point of a girl/guy think about love even though the time they had won’t be long, they still wanted to find a part-time partner. Even I had think about puppy love before this will be like this but that is my past and I admit it that I had sad for those puppy love before but now it’s not the same anymore. In Christian bible, there have mention the creation of the world, animal and human in the book of genesis but there is something that I didn’t even notice in it before until my friend told me about it. When God create man, He had follow his own image to create it and when God create woman, God had put the man that is Adam in sleep and took one of its ribs out from his body and created a woman with it. So if you really find your ribs or other part of your body, both of you won’t have any problem in your relationship such as quarrel or even worst married and get divorce. Real love is not same as puppy love. I meet someone in my church that they have married for 50years if not wrong and they are now in the age of 70 plus if not wrong but they still so love each other and even they respect each other all the time, it’s really impress me with they love. This is the true power of love and it totally different from feeling de love because feeling the love is just a feel that will confuse you. Love is something that hidden deep inside your heart and when the right time come, the hidden feeling will be flow out to his/her hidden feel and when both of it had been connected, the both of you will be joyfully forever. This is real love meant to be when both of you successfully get connected^^

will update my latest post soon.....
Thanks for reading...
Please leave a comment if got any comment...

at 9:14 AM Posted by Jeremiah Jr Chai 0 Comments

It was a calm night. Not a soul was in the street. It seemed peaceful. Yet...with one person, there was no peace within him.

A lone figure sat at a desk, writing a letter, while his girlfriend slept peacefully three feet away.

My Sweet Heart,

As I look back on our time we been together, I smile. But when I try to imagine our future, I realize that I can't give you the life you need-

-One more kiss could be the best thing

But one more lie could be the worst

And all these thoughts are never resting

And you're not something I deserve-

It breaks my heart to tell you this, but-

-In my head there's only you now

This world falls on me

In this world there's real and make believe

And this seems real to me-

I'm not who you think I am-

-You love me but you don't know who I am

I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand

And you love me but you don't know who I am

So let me go

Let me go-

-I dream ahead to what I hope for

And I turn my back on loving you

How can this love be a good thing?

When I know what I'm going through-

You see...I'm a Death Eater. I have been since before we were together-

-In my head there's only you

This world falls on me

In this world there's real and make believe

And this seems real to me-

I'm sure you are pissed off at me, and you have every right to be. It's time I tell you why I made the choice I did-

-You love me but you don't know who I am

I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand

You love me but you don't know who I am

So let me go

Just let me go...

Let me go-

-And no matter how hard I try

I can't escape these things inside I know

I know...

When all the pieces fall apart

You will be the only one who knows

Who knows...-

~*~

The figure paused and looked at a picture. It was of him and his girlfriend. He smiled sadly, as he remembered that day.

~*~

I don't want you to cry, not a single tear. It will only make things worse. I love you, and I always will, but this is how it needs to be; Me and you living a happy life, not in fear, with someone else-

-You love me but you don't know who I am

I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand

And you love me but you don't know who I am

So let me go

Just let me go-

I will love you until the end of time.

My love,

D-

-And you love me but you don't

You love me but you don't

You love me but you don't know who I am

And you love me but you don't

You love me but you don't

You love me but you don't know me-

at 9:12 AM Posted by Jeremiah Jr Chai 0 Comments

I was not meant to be with you...:'(

what i giving u is oni trouble...:'(

and it will be a bigger after each day and each day....:'(

and thing is getting worst every second the time passed...:'(

i know it from earlier but i still wanna do it...:'(

but i hope it will end soon...:'(

for the time has arrive, everything had to be reveal....:'(

as for i love you from the start but i have to stop it at the end coz what i get at last its just a broken heart...:'(

a smaller piece everytime i been hurt...:'(

til it cant saw how my heart actually look like....:'(

sry...:'(

i cant treat you as nice as you wish... :'(

coz im not perfect enough for you...:'(

for what you wish is better then me...:'(

and i could not be better then what im now...:'(

for this is what im, who im...:'(

my heart was mean to be break once but not meant to be break twice by you...:'(

because it will be a pain process to both of us...:'(

so i wish there is no start and end....=)

so that it wont break any1 of our heart....=)

thanks for being with me when the time im lonely....=)

i appreciate all our memories together....=)

although its maybe just a day but i appreciate every moment that you spend with me...=)

I LOVE YOU =)

thanks^^...

at 9:10 AM Posted by Jeremiah Jr Chai 0 Comments

my heart break...

my tear drop...

i m so hurt...

and it just no way to turn back...

this is what love meant to be...

harmful and liarful...

we sacrifice to make her happY...

but what we get at last its only sadness and tear... :'(

at 9:09 AM Posted by Jeremiah Jr Chai 2 Comments

as a guy, i just can hold on my tears from falling down no matter how sad m i,

i stil need to hold on the tears until the end of my life....

i wish to let my tears flow out through my blood now....

and wish to die in this nightmare tonight...

my is so pain and so hurt and it crying in it now... :'(



You went away....

Took my heart...

I drop a tear...

But my heart die that night...

I Love You more then everything in this world...

But now im feeling-less in love...

and what i wish is to hold your hand forever...

and not even let it go for a min...