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FLASH ANIMATION STICK MAN

Monday, October 8, 2012 at 1:58 AM Posted by Jeremiah Jr Chai 0 Comments

our 1st flash animation

just ignore the add that were in the video...

lol...made by my fren

stick man get shoot

True Murder Stories happen Right infront of my eyes

Sunday, July 8, 2012 at 4:27 AM Posted by Jeremiah Jr Chai 1 Comment

The True life stories; its happen at Saturday 7 of july 2012 at around 930p.m. the incident happen at the victim house. The blood infront of my house is just the 5^th sign of the the whole incident. It happens in a small village name Kampung Changkat where it is very peaceful for so many years.

As from all the information that I have been collected the whole night and day, I get to know more detail about how it happen and when it started.

the killer/murderer is a guy that I don’t know what his name, its age is 63 and he is living alone and single. His house(the killer) is right behind my house and the victim that been murdered is wong cheong heng(people that know him call him cheong heng gor that is brother cheong heng) at the age of 74, living with 2 daughter that didn’t married, his(victim) wife stay at the other side of the village( that I don’t really understand why she doesn’t stay with his husband). The victim normally go out to the pasar at the morning with his daughter that everyday I goes to take bus to college, I also will saw him. The victim have a good conversation with my grandparent all the time as the killer/murderer doesn’t have any friend in this village.

Its about 5days ago(when im writing this post), the killer have talk to an uncle(the uncle work as a tukang jahit that he come back to his house in this village to jahit all the stuff, his name is “wah gor” and in my post, I gonna name him as “uncle wah” and this uncle wah, I almost everyday also saw him and he got greeting and sometimes talk to me) that have a house in this village as normally the killer doesn’t talk to anyone so my grandma saw it and she is wondering so she ask the uncle wah what did you all chat and that uncle wah said that this guy(killer) say he gonna kill each and everyone in this village(Kampung Changkat) for the reason of the pupils have computer that make him very frustrated and cant sleep well.

As for what we know, computer wont be noisy except it was playing song or computer like mine are having the cooling fan problems so; I think that this killer have emotional problems or perhaps problem or staying alone all the time or perhaps the killer is to sensitive to radio active of the computer? its still under investigation of the police.

By 3day ago(when im writing this post), the killer tries to take attention of the victim saying that his television is spoil, at that time, the killer ask the victim to go his house and help him to check for him, at that time, the victim daughter came out from her room so the killer scare and back to his own house.

This is the part where the most scary things happen(7 July 2012, 9:25p.m. – 1a.m plus)

The Part that I didn’t witness but this is the information that get from the victim daughters

The killer goes to the victim house, the victim dog bark, the victim is sitting at the living room and watching television, the killer suddenly came from behind with a parang and slash the victim head, the scar got around 20-25cm and the daughter tries to self protect with a plastic chair and the plastic chair also have been chop into pieces and the daughter hide inside their room, don’t dare to come out. At this moment, the victim have been slash 4 times, 1 time at the head, 1 at hand and 2 at the body near the back bone, the victim still strong and run out to ask for help, at the moment the killer and the victim having the slashed part, the malay(abang am that I will use “brother am” in the post) that stay at the opposite side of my house have hear some sound, and he(brother am) tries to go help but when he went out from his backdoor, he already saw the victim bleeding a lot and the victim asking for help, saying that don’t know why the killer want to kill him and that the moment the brother am tries to hold him, the victim have faint on the floor right infront of my house(the blood of the victim flow like waterfall so fast) and at that moment

This part is the starting parts where I start to witness everything

His(brother am) family call for help from my granduncle but my granduncle not at home so my grandma heard the call and come out to look what happen, at that time, me and my sister sitting at the living room, heard people calling but don’t know who they are calling because of we don’t know that they call my granduncle as “ah wah”. And at that moment my grandma went out to help the victim, holding the victim from laying on the ground , the victim breath is starting to gone and my grandma hand and shirt are full of blood of the victim, and so on, all people come and see what happen while im calling for police that I tries to call the personal number of a police and it does not reach, that time my grand call the people to call for ambulance and suddenly my grandma stand up and walk to the killer side that all of us didn’t realize the killer is also there standing because of the killer is just standing right beside my grandma and hiding his parang at behind and suddenly he put his parang down and my grand ask him “you slash him??!!!”(this is the most epic moment in the whole incident that my grandma still can ask the killer whether he kill him or not) and he get angry and said; “You so busy body, I will kill you also!!” at that moment, he take up his parang and tries to slash my grandma and luckily my grandma manage to avoid the slash and if not, my grandma will lost her head and all our life will be sacrifice also. My grandma manage to avoid and said “don’t slash/chop me” and faster run and ask us to run back into house and close the door; at that time, don’t know why all the street light went off(this point I don’t think much people notice it and that is why I hard to see the killer), when my grandma running into the house, the killer walk slowly from behind following my grandma and luckily we manage to close the metal door and he slah upon the door, the door have some scar, luckily he didn’t manage to slash more in, if not, one of my family members hand will lost because that time it’s really very panic and we close the wood door and he slash twice again and I run over the house to make sure everything is locked. We all are very panic inside the house, the killer walking outside my house, round and round, that moment, my sister call my aunt to go report police, im trying to call the police, my grandma call my granduncle not to back, there is a murder case happen here, the killer is still walking around. I call 999 for once and it doesn’t get into connection so I call for the second time and at that time, I manage to call and trying to say what is happening as at that time, I also were panic and at that time, they are trying to get into the Kampar police connection and for once it didn’t get and the second time they get the connection and I tell everything things that is happening that time and the police send their people come, that moment, the victim is dead on the floor and a few min later where the police have arrive, the victim daughter run out and ask where is her dad and my grandma said it laying on the floor and the victim daughter run towards her dad ask him don’t die, don’t die. And we wait for more police and we went out from the house. At that time is around 10 where the victim family say want to send him to the hospital but the ambulance team arrive and have been conform that the victim is dead.

Around 10:10p.m, the killer get caught where he went back his home and tries to wash away all the evidences of the blood at his hand and the parang.

The HIGHLIGHT

At the moment where after I call the police, I really don’t know why I will call Steven Teh that is a good brother of mine no matter is any situation or places and I very panic and tell him everything, start asking him to help me spread the news and ask people to pray for me and my area and he is much more efficient than I call the police so many times only get connected. He started to post everywhere on facebook and right after that call, I start to text few person to pray for me and my area safety. And I keep praying in my mind and its really panic and at that moment I keep thinking about what the killer next movement because he tries to kill my family, in my mind is just “Lord, keep my family safe” rather than I will think of the girl that I love for now. After the whole incident only I realize that I left out to call the girl I love to tell her that I love her before anything happen to me or maybe this is the God’s will that don’t want me to tell her that she will worry about anything that will happen to me at that time.

The reporters(4 of it and all from different Chinese newspaper) arrive around 1030 and at that time, the place where the victim die have been blocked from people getting in, the reporters takes picture of the dead place and get the information from my grandma and from the victim’s wife.when the time the killer/murderer have been caught, he had been fetch to hospital to check whether he is mental or not, if he is, he will not get punishment or locked up, he will be send to mental problem hospital but if he is normal, no mental problems, he will be hang til die following the law of 362.

Around 11o’clock the forensic team have arrive a the way from ipoh and start to collect each and every evidence but there is one part that I don’t understand that is the 5^th point of the happening place where it is just infront of my house. The victim left his towel there that is full with blood, the forensic team just snap a photo but didn’t take the towel as evidence and so on, I think I maybe watch too much of movie and think of each and every bloody stuff shall bring back as evidence or this is just the forensic in Malaysia only. I really don’t know about that.

At 12, the killer/murderer have been bring back to the starting point of the murder start. When the murderer passed by the place, he stare at my house. The investigation and the reporter keep collecting more information until around 1o’clock in the late night(a.m.) only they start to take off all the blocked side.

At the whole night, I cant sleep well and this morning I wake up early. This morning my grandma start to say stories about what happen last night from places to places and people to people as she cant sleep well the whole night as well. I was hearing the stories again and again, from morning 9plus, she start to stories telling until 3 in the afternoon where everyone also call her to ask about what happen. And right after that, I don’t know whether she is still stories telling or not. As this morning, only the chinapress newspaper have release the news about what happened last night. The other Chinese newspaper will be releasing the news tonight but the full stories is here on this post where im one of the witnesses of the incident.

the link for the newspaper that come yesterday

http://www.sinchew.com.my/node/253475?tid=1

http://www.orientaldaily.com.my/~oriental/index.php?option=com_k2&view=item&id=15448:&Itemid=114

http://www.nanyang.com/node/460327?tid=460

http://www.chinapress.com.my/node/333643

one of the newspaper that i capture today morning

Time flies

Wednesday, May 2, 2012 at 12:06 PM Posted by Jeremiah Jr Chai 0 Comments

time flies so fast, after 2 and half year of studies, have a great relationship for 20days, 1 day of movie and dating, 3 day of seeing each other at tuition and other day were spending on phone sms and few night of calling her just to ask her to sleep early and working situation..the relationship is start right after 1year i study college...and now, i have totally forget everything about her even my miss.. she is the girl that i love the most, chasing with most effort, miss all the time, date for the 1st time, horror movie for the 1st time, eat and dating, snapping one and only photo and used one and half year to forget everything including the feel and the look of her beautiful eye.. so my times with her has just gone, its time to move one...i don't know what is love, i don't feel what it's like to miss and to be miss...so its time to search back those feel, to move forward for a love that last like God's love to me..

just figuring out sometimes

Thursday, March 29, 2012 at 10:30 PM Posted by Jeremiah Jr Chai 0 Comments

27 of March 2012

Today will be going to Wesley Methodist church with my utar cf members. They went to myfamily shop for a dinner and, lol, they don’t know that was my family shop; so on, we have a great gathering actually, fun of the icebreaking with some drawing like draw something but with BLINKFOLDED, so how can we see? But its fun, I really enjoy it with the members. Somehow today they asked me about the cf camp and so on they have collected my registration form and I think it by God’s grace that wanted me to go to join them even I not really a part of this utar family. Happy for it even in my mind, there is something different about it that I doesn’t really know what it is, perhaps someday I will figure it out?

28 of March 2012

Somehow, today God has spoken to me

Today I want to church at fga Kampar, watched a movie named…erm~~Grace forget what ed…mostly this movie is talk about grace and by grace, things were happen in the way that people cant think or predict off; but somehow, this verse came into my mind James 4:6 “But the grace that God gives even stronger. As the scripture says, “God resists the proud, but gives grace to the humble”” and Ephesians 2:5 “that while we were spiritually dead in our disobedience he brought us to life with Christ. It is by God’s grace that you have been saved” and because of God’s grace, we shall not be proud as we were saved as we shall be humble to receive this grace and share this grace card to other as God’s grace is not proud, is humble to be given to everyone that trust in HIM.

29 of March 2012

Being a Christian is really not easy as other Christian gonna judge u for who u really and actually are as Christian are human too; so that, they have the human behavior. This actually is normal but as Christian, we have the holy spirit within us that the fruit of the spirits shall be in our heart, our mind and as well as our soul. Sound racist or offending Christian? No, I will not said that im a Christian if I doesn’t look like one infront of you. It remind me of something about the movie I watched yesterday, as well as the post I written before, whom am I to judge as I, myself are not a faithful servant of God. But its all about grace that we as Christian, we had been chosen by God to be saved. We shall hold on our grace, and also hold on the fruit of the spirits; peace, love, joy, kindness, faithfulness, gentleness, patience, goodness and self-control. I doesn’t put the blame on you for everything you did but I will rather put the blame on myself for not being a good friend for you ; and that is not a kindness and gentleness or goodness, but its love because love is selfless, not selfish, I care about you as friend and because of no reason, I will be willing to put the blame on myself as a sinner. As sometimes, there are just things that meant to be happen without reason just like death.

Special post; somehow, today I like lost the self-control when there are something bad happen that I felt really very bad and hurt and perhaps some of it know about what happen and well, perhaps there are even some of it know the real things that happen about everything including the “different feeling” in my 27 march post? I’m not really sure about it but somehow, I have spent 3 days for writing a lot of silly and nonsense thing, I think. So reader can give some comment even u are hater of me, offender or any view, I don’t mind, it’s a public, I’m happy to get all the comment. May God bless and keep all the words in my and perhaps other person mind.

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I Wonder Why

Monday, March 26, 2012 at 10:18 PM Posted by Jeremiah Jr Chai 0 Comments

I don't know why i choose the title named "I Wonder Why" but somehow, i saw this words on one of my friend post. So on, i commented "i wonder how, i wonder why, i wonder where they are", a song of westlife, if i not mistaken, the song name "My Love".

Today i have just a simple flashback. (writen at 25 March 2012)

By the way, when i asked myself "i Wonder Why", its really make sense of i wonder why i still staying in this world. Then i keep on surfing the facebook and saw pastor Jaeson Ma post; "But by the grace of God I am what I am, and his grace to me was not without effect. No, I worked harder than all of them—yet not I, but the grace of God that was with me. (1 Corinthians 15:10 NIV)" so its really by God grace, im and i have to keep on living in the world no matter what is happening, time move every second, world turning every second from morning to night and night to morning.

Secondly, i wonder why i said the lyrics of this song and suddenly it felt like my ex name pop-up in my mind out of somewhere. i wonder why; perhaps i have really put all my love and effort in it even i know i shall not love her as for different religious problem that might cause us to argument in the future. But the fact is, she have many chaser, somehow she chosen and accepted me for i doesn'e really know why as for i'm not the great guy well then i used more then a year to let go of her. Perhaps its was just a new test for me in my life. While, when i think about this, this video flash into my head and this few verse in the bible:-

1 Corinthians 13: 4-8
john 15:13
Romans 5 : 8

its all about love In God
(this video came out of my mind somewhere when i writing about love)

hmm, somehow, that third thing that appear in my mind after saw Pastor Philip Mantofa post this "In good times and bad times, praise the Lord!" or "Dalam suka dan duka, pujilah Tuhan!". Have a flashback on few day ago, bad things happen to me, people missunderstand my words, perhaps friends judge on me but still, i give thanks to God without thinking of what that happen, just think this is God's will that this thing happen for a reason that i might not know. In Matthew 7:1 "Judge not, that ye be not judged." from this verses, i really receive that who am I to judge you and who are you to judge before God judge me as well i think about this verse when i watched a movie name "to save a life". Who are we actually to judge other when we could not judge who are we? so no matter good or bad, suka or duka, i give the praise and prayer to the Lord.

So on, yesterday (writen at 26 march 2012) i take my took out my bible (wow, full of dust) and turn and turn all the pages and verses that i have marked before this. Its seem like i have not be a real christian for such a long period, for all the time i had, i only use the installed bible application in my phone. Many christian now starting to use smart phone or java phone to turn on they bible but for me, i really felt guilty for not turn the bible that were in book version.

Today, perhaps a tomorrow, it was 27 of March when i writing this (wow, i used three day to update this blog post, seem to be a lot for me to write,huh?) i was wondering why so hard for me to search the bible and im wonder why bible are not like a dictionary, follow by alphabet, just keep on search for the first word but than, the bible gonna be like; perhaps 2 dictionary?hmm, no idea but somehow, its was more effective if we would keep the words of God in our mind rather than think it will be easy as finding abc in a dictionary.

somehow as well, as it seem like i wonder why i said a lot of somehow that i assume it just a wondering as well; in our life, there are just too much of wonder such as i wonder why i came to this horrible world, i wonder why we must make a decision, i wonder why we must have a lot of trouble in our life that sometimes wondering why are making our life seem negative in our thinking; by research, its shown that Our right brain are the centre of creativity while our left brain are centre of reason and logic;

why cant all the logic, reason and creativity make our life bright and positive and start not to ask why, just give thanks on everything we do no matter good or bad like what pastor Philip Mantofa said; its just too much of wondering why we must somehow figure out something even its just s small matter or perhaps not that important but when we look back to our previous life, we shall not ask ourself one question; "i wonder why i still keep walking in the world" because no one can do back and start a new beginning, but everyone can start a new day to be end with a new ending or perhaps a new beginning for other day.

Below came came into my mind when i writing this

i think this is my last thing to said, "i wonder why i used 3 days to update a blog" but i hope that reader outside could understand my poor english, somehow, live in a life that not wondering why anymore. May God bless and peace be upon all the reader.

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yesterday is just the day, today is just the different

Friday, March 23, 2012 at 10:13 AM Posted by Jeremiah Jr Chai 0 Comments

22 march 2012
This night, i have on my facebook and dont know why, i wrote something like "when others got problem, i could help them and understand them but how about opposite side???when i got problem, who wil come to me and understand me???ask this to yourself and u will discover who ur fren really is....." but actually i not having any problem, i just dont know why i have this feel to write so.. and so on, suddenly pop out some comment that think of im having trouble...perhaps by God's will, that person just appear somehow with people and somehow i were be given the chance to be a listener and the whole night i tries to help with everything i can but does it really help, im not really sure.. for the whole nite, i have a lot of chat with this person somehow with problem and laughter..its kind of glad that i have help or perhaps she have came for me to help...not really sure =) as time pass by every second, i were just keep trying to give good advice and convince but then it does not feel like what i normally do or said....time pass and im tired, have a sweet night of sleep and told that i will be with her again the next day...

P.S: doesn't meet this person but somehow; we have a great chat..

23 march 2012
today was tiring wake up and gosh..every turn bad, feel like many problem gonna happen....bad thing keep happen from time i take til the time i goes out..but i said to my self that everything is alright, pray to the God and be blessed..today im having presentation and i have done all the preparation and thanks God, my presentation goes on well and have a lunch with my pastor at ipoh parade but everything doesn't really work out well...well then, today have another conversation with the special someone, somehow, it seem like changes plan and til night time, all plan have been change but i don't really know what the someone want actually..and then i get a message from my oversea friend and get a message of she seem like too stress so as friend, advice again...back to the point, at night time, me and the someone just~~ERM, stranger???~~na, just like nothing to chat..but hmm, the someone smowhow just "hmmm" a lot today but someone i not really encourage for what that gonna happen la...for safety infromation, i think that think too much is just over think but not overcome...should be time to overcome somehow...well, it just all the miss and miss and miss stuff it was all mention today, somehow~~perhaps i shall retried my army back before i continue with something not the the God's Will~~im happy to help but i will never know does it help...help is by critical thinking and planning, just like a war to win =)

P.S: does not really know what im writing but one thing i know it, its just goona worth for a moment all this stuff...based on what happen in life cycle everyday =) give my life to save a life~~

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Judgement???NOPE!!its just my thought

Friday, February 24, 2012 at 2:30 AM Posted by Jeremiah Jr Chai 0 Comments

I dont really know why i choose this title, by the way, why i said so is because of one of the fact that i found out recently in kampar. When i have my life in Puchong, i never said that girl emotion is like changing a clothes in a second but when i was in kampar, it totally different that i will have this thoughts even i studying in Ipoh. izit kampar girl stay at such a small town, they get pressure on their mentally or physically? I dont really know and comform about this but the way they act is faster then changing a clothes. let just say about today, i called someone, tries to help and care but what i get it a SUDDEN end call, by the way, nevermind, i dont mind to call back and i get the second SUDDEN end call, WOW, it just feel like i did something wrong. But nevermind la, maybe that person does not have a good mood that is stress or frustrated about the assignment and mid term? lol. by the way, back to the point of "judgement??", why i said it not a judgement, it just because that i not really judging girls but maybe that the world is changing, im seeing more fact and reality of what happening to the world, perhaps it is, im not sure but if a girl asked me "Hey, Jr(or Jeremiah), why you acting so wired today??u keep smiling like a silly guy = =" does this make me a epic fail??nah, actually i was just keeping myself happy, i wanna make changes so i tries to Smile everytime and wish to bring back ten smiles when i reach home and have a sweet sleep =) i was changing as girls and the world are changing so i dont judge because i cant judge even if the judgement day is arrive. Human changing everyday, from good to bad, bad to good, naive to mature, mature to playful(just like naive), from thin to fat, fat to thin, study to work, work to learn, and others, so everythings change everyday, so i dont deserve to make any judgement because i could judge before my God judge. Just wishes that human change to learn from mistake because mistake is a pain and if no pain, no gain =) God Bless everyone in they life of learning to rich to top of the world.

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A day Of no Mood Without a Reason

Thursday, February 23, 2012 at 8:42 AM Posted by Jeremiah Jr Chai 1 Comment

Today is 23 February 2012m even though I posted at 24 February but Im still writing the stuff that happened on 23 February 2012. Today I was not really happy, kind of no mood, I don’t know why and don’t understand why, I felt disappointment in myself suddenly, I tried to smile and always stay smile but today I totally cant, I just could keep the smile just for 1 second. I don’t really know what happen or what that is in my mind or perhaps I’m just really too tired this few day for going utar cf and fga and also rush my assignment, have to woke up to morning call people but there is other that doing it and I over slept today. I just wondering that did I really have the strength to pass my mid-term in next week because I still got assignment to rush even though I believe my self can finish it but I really don’t have faith to pass my mid-term for the subject that I like never attend the class or I have attend but didn’t take any notes. I just felt like worrying but I trusted God but I’m still worrying, I wish to keep on praying for the wisdom so that I can pass my mid-term, I’m pushing myself very hard, very tired that I went back home, im like a dead body today, I lay on the sofa, I direct get asleep, have a dream and the stupid alarm waken me up. Get out for dinner, and there is no dinner. I felt it not my day today and so on, I hope that tomorrow will be another great day that is without any worries in my mind that I can finish my assignment and prepare for revision for the mid-term that coming next week. And there is no place or no one that I can tell about so in this blog, that is the only place where I can write something out but not think of people will see it. Just felt like posting it. Have a sweet night =)

Another Bad Day

Thursday, February 16, 2012 at 3:53 AM Posted by Jeremiah Jr Chai 0 Comments

Now Is 7:38PM
This is the time i start to write this post
Today i have a very bad day. My friends dont wanna talk with me, my other friend that take bus together with me always lie become stranger to me, dont even talk much in the bus. Even arriving kampar, she like very rush, go buy a book and said that she want to go back, so on it been a week we didnt get out together, back to the cafe we always been. and less sms, even call also less. Tomorrow is my assignment submission dateline and the assignment that i did is totally wrong, i have to redo and complete it by tonight. I felt that im so weak now, stressing, frustrated and so disappoint to my own self. How can i redo the whole assignment in one night if im so tiring now? i still having take my dinner when i writing thing post, i got no mood to do my assignment yet i still hearing sad love song, my mood is totally down to the MAX. What i wish now is the my God wil talk to me, give me Power, Strength, Wisdom and whatever i need.
Now is 7:44PM
i dnt know what to write, my day is just so unlucky, i felt like my heart being stab with a lot of sharp knife, i just feel that my tears in crying inside my heart. I lost direction, i dont know what o do, i dont know how to think, i dont know anythings. I just know that i'm not the best for now. I was hungry, my throat are not good, my gastric is stricking me nearly this time, i ate fried CNY food now, i feel like wanted to die then staying in this world.
Now is 7:48PM
My Brain is full of nonsense, think too much and is totally blank of what i should do now, later, tomorrow and the other day after tomorrow. I was like wanted to commit suicide so that i dont need to think anymore and stress anymore.
Now is 7:52PM
I just wanted to end my blog here and post it right nowbut i dont think there will be people that seeing it. It been so long that i have not post any blog.
7:53P posted this blog

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so happy that im sorry to say so....

Friday, May 20, 2011 at 10:14 AM Posted by Jeremiah Jr Chai 3 Comments

i know many people are saying my bad thing from secondary til college life...but you all never know the fact of what you all been saying to me!!! i told you all once and again, i not doing any sins or bad to any of you, i treat you all the same way as i treat other, so if you all wanna say bad thing about me, up to you...and for the guys part, i know you all saying a lot of bad things about me because of you jealous so please dont blame me for God will not punish me...thx..

and one more thing, is the way you treat me that got problem, not the way i treat you all...i treat everyone fair and square...all of you always look down on me, look down on thing i cant do because non of you willing to help me as for im help each and everyone of you...being good for bad punishment???

i was alone and always will be alone and so i find friend, i try to keep my self get connected with you all but you all will only think that im a paper that had been write wrong(a friend that you had wrongly knowed) and after that, just throw me to rubbish bin and when you recycle(when you need me) you will get me and after that you will still throw me away...

so from now on, those that dislike me can direct delete me from any of my facebook account because i dont think is worth for you to add me and seeing my post about all my bull shit stuff, you all can get out from my life from now on because non of you believe and understand me so i will not waste my time to explain much and believe you all anymore because i will be glad that im doing so for that clean of my own name and image...

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Darkest Memory i ever HAD

Friday, March 11, 2011 at 3:09 AM Posted by Jeremiah Jr Chai 0 Comments

i think 2012(so call end of the world) is coming....
26 school at ipoh having flu virus spreading around, japan having earthquake...
so when i gonna die???
i really dont know when i going to die
and i almost been crush by 4 car reverse today so i got a feel that today goin to happen something bad but how would i know it happen something more worst...
thought something good gonna happen when i get her message today
but who knows that it become a disaster...
sorry so much Mia Jia Xin...
hope that we could still stay as fren and stay contact....
just let the memory fade away and start from the beginning again....
im going to lost from ur memory and sight soon..
as a fairy tails that an angel of protection will be going to lost by your side....
fairy tails story always end with disaster and tragic....
so now i pray for the world that all my concern/caring will be fall on the land that created with God hands so that everyone have a person to care for them forever...
Thanks God giving me a temptation and a memory...
Take care my friends...
Thanks to my Drug(my coffee) that bring my life near to end all the time
and i will continue for your killing in my heart....
GrAce LeOng, i admit i miss you so much but wish that you will found a better one^^
im not joking for all my words because im over concern for you all....
so i will stay the far distance with you all from now on from getting any misunderstand...
so i will being alone and staying in my dark sight again....
enough for stupid social networking things and liar around me....
i wanna end everything bad right now...
so please start everything in a proper way....

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What Love Meant to BE & 24hours BOYFRIEND

Saturday, March 5, 2011 at 7:02 PM Posted by Jeremiah Jr Chai 0 Comments

这篇日志是从一个美国人的Facebook转来的。
Source from a guy posted in Facebook, in case he reads this =)

I don't care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now.... I dont care if you are a guy or a woman or Michael Jackson..... just read this, it will make a difference.
if only everyone could see this and understand it....

When she stares at your mouth
[ Kiss her ]

When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you
[ Grab her and dont let go ]

When she starts cursing at you tryin to act all tuff
[ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]

When she's quiet
[ Ask her whats wrong ]

When she ignores you
[ Give her your attention ]

When she pulls away
[ Pull her back ]

When you see her at her worst
[ Tell her she's beautiful ]

When you see her start cryin
[Just hold her and dont say a word]

When you see her walkin
[ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]

When she's scared
[ Protect her ]

When she steals your favorite sweatshirt
[ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night ]

When she teases you
[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]

When she doesn't answer for a long time
[ reassure her that everything is okay ]

When she looks at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]

When she says that she likes you
[she really does more than you can understand]

When she grabs at your hands
[ Hold her's and play with her fingers ]

When she bumps into you;
[ bump into her back and make her laugh ]

When she tells you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]

When she looks at you in your eyes
[ dont look away until she does ]

When she says it's over.

[ she still wants you to be hers ]

When she reposts this bulletin
[ she wants you to read it ]

- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

- When she says she's ok dont believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

-Treat her like she's all that matters to you

- Stay up all night with her when shes sick

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid

- Give her the world

- Let her wear your clothes

-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

- Let her know she's important!

- DON'T TALK ABOUT OTHER GIRLS AROUND HER!

- Kiss her in the pouring rain

- When she runs up to you crying, ask her

"Whose ass am I kicking baby?"

评语: Too sweet for me ≥ω≤ ❤♥

09022011

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WORLD WAR!!!

Sunday, February 13, 2011 at 7:58 AM Posted by Jeremiah Jr Chai 0 Comments

Tonite my house had happen a big fight or should be call a argument that the victam is my second uncle. It's spund like a joke for you instead of a argument but after you read all this, you will hate SAKAI in the world. I should begin the story with my second sunt that cause all the problem in my shop and because of that, we call her as a SAKAI. she bring my third aunt to become a sakai as well cause they are sister. so tonite this SAKAI maybe in a M time but who cares because she drop the guy or we should callmy uncle as MAN cos he had get mad today and i mean it, TOTALLY MAD!!! she did not get to wont the 1000plus loteri and so she blame her husband that is my uncle and scold him like HELL!!! and think he is a JERK!!! so my uncle totally MAD tonite and went back to my grandma house. When he stepped into the house, he started to scold and scold that SAKAI non-stop like a MAN!!! and another fast, she go genting gamble and lose money until borrow from ALONG, my uncle also didnt say anything but this time, she is totally over to scold my uncle as a JERK and because of that, my uncle is BEH TA HAN already. So tonite a World War had happen in my house and tomorrow i had to get my self a heavy and strong armor to protect my self from being kill. so Conclusion is, you think the whole story, who's wrong and who's the greatest?

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the different between good and bad translation (with pin yin translator)

Saturday, January 22, 2011 at 3:06 AM Posted by Jeremiah Jr Chai 0 Comments

(chinese)

原来我们都没变`

同样的故事..　同样的问题..　同样的过程..　同样的结局..

你..依然是我所深爱的人..

(pinyin)

Yuánlái wǒmen dōu méi biàn `

tóngyàng de gùshì.. Tóngyàng de wèntí.. Tóngyàng de guòchéng.. Tóngyàng de jiéjú..

Nǐ.. Yīrán shì wǒ suǒ shēn ài de rén..

(english translate)

`We have not change frem the start

Same story .. same problem .. same process as the outcome .. ..

.. you still the person I love ..

(my sentence)

ok....to a person have love problem,its sound like this

(problem in translating)

things never change from the beginning....

same story,argue always...same problem,get suffer alone always....same path that u'll only be blame...same ending, will not break...

but still confusing that yourself still love him after so many hurt you get....

End of YEAR 2010

Thursday, December 30, 2010 at 6:42 AM Posted by Jeremiah Jr Chai 0 Comments

End of YEAR 2010

Hmm, how should I start blog???

Wondering what I should write down…

How about I start my story with the starting I went here…

When I was just arrive here at Kampar with my new life, I really have no direction, no education, no work to earn money, just helping my family work and waiting for my SPM result to out. After all, I have thought that I will fail my account and math (because I hate it) until the day I receive my SPM slip, I found out that my result is totally sucks until I can’t in KTAR. But after go KTAR ask for the qualification, they have ask me to go to the education fair at SYUEN HOTEL, IPOH because of my result.

After I have went to the education fair, I have register at a college at Ipoh that is Olympia College. They have ask me to go for the IEP class that provided for free and at there I have know all the friends there and they are totally very friendly and after that class finish, I have my 2-3 weeks holiday. That time I was waiting for my 1st semester to start. At the same time, I have study at a RE2 INTORNATIONAL SCHOOL for extra computer class and I learned a lot of software at there. I start my 1st semester at Olympia College at May. That time I really don’t know much people at there.

Ok, this is going to be a long story if I continue write like this so I have to summarize it for whole semester.

Hmm, in the 1st semester, I’m really happy to know so many friends like Adrian, Hau Jack, Carven, Eng Chun, and other that I know at my IEP class before this. I have also been invited to join that OCC that is Olympia Cyber Club.

Ok, have to jump to the 2nd semester because of holiday after my 1st semester.

Hmm, at my 2nd semester I have know those new semester students and I’m so happy to join them. But in this semester, I have also be the secretary in the OCC (what a joke, 2nd semester already sit at those kind of place)

**Ya, almost forget one thing in my that happen in this semester

This semester I not just only know some new great and funny friends, I have gone to clubbing as well at my Orientation Night and our performance of SHUFFLE at Orientation Night is great job, Carven, you did well. Hmm, I also have a not so call secret, I have meet a girl name Carmen or Grace at RE2 and I have a sweet relationship, sweet time and I Love Her so much but too sad, this relationship only last for 20 days but I’m so happy to have a sweet, nice and good girlfriend.

Ok, look like my story about the time I went here have end and I think I have end my story about my education as well. Now how about I start my story about my family and life.

Ok, now I really don’t know how to start my story. My family??? They like to quarrel very much and my aunt all those are very noisy and disturbing my life when I having my semester break even I have a day to rest in my study time, they will ask me out to help at shop (boring ==lll) and my life is great because I have know a branch of friends at KGH Church. How about a branch of youths is more nice to hear. I also have keep contact with some of my old church NLRC, PJ friends as well.

Ok, its very simple about my life and family and how about Christian and instrument life now.

Yaya, I like this part^^ hmm, I have meet a Christian from other place and stay contact with her. I have a ex-girlfriend (that I mention in my relationship that girl, Carmen), she is a Catholic. I have join the KGH youth fellowship all the time (ya, I didn’t pray, join they Sunday service and also speak in tongue) but I have start to serve at there after I have spend my half year wasting my time didn’t serve. But im happy that I not just can serve, I can improve my skill as well because I was playing skill with my guitar partner (ya, she is a great guitarist as well) but I still not yet get use to they song yet I have was spending a little of my time playing skill at home (less play normal playing already or a full song with chords)

Hmm, about my December holiday?? (Just finish my exam at 6 December)

My December that is the month my brother have back here. Having a great time together with my family and totally with his snore sound at night. (WALAU!!) but I just know that my time is running so fast and is the last few day of 2010.

Hope that 2011 will be a more greater year for me <3

jesus love me

Thursday, September 2, 2010 at 5:09 AM Posted by Jeremiah Jr Chai 0 Comments

Jesus ♥ Jeremiah
Jeremiah ♥ Jesus

---- []---- put this
---- []---- on your
--- -[]---- page
[][][][][][] if you're
--- -[]---- not embarrassed
---- []---- to tell
---- []---- others that
---- []---- you believe in
---- []---- God

today i read a daily devotional by joyce mayer and now i really awake from my nightmare dream...God, ur son , me, i'm back now...Joshua and Matthew have waken me up now...this is her daily devotion

But I say, walk and live [habitually] in the [Holy] Spirit [responsive to and controlled and guided by the Spirit]; then you will certainly not gratify the cravings and desires of the flesh (of human nature without God).
— Galatians 5:16

“The fruit of the [Holy] Spirit, [the work which His presence within accomplishes] is love, joy (gladness), peace, patience (an even temper, forbearance), kindness, goodness (benevolence), faithfulness, gentleness (meekness, humility), self-control (self-restraint, continence)” (Galatians 5:22–23).

People throughout the world try to acquire these virtues through counseling or self-help books. Yet the Bible says that if we walk with God, the Spiritfilled life will produce all these things within us. Give your life to God each day, and He will create a right heart in you, one that will want to do the things He would have you do.

Part Time Job

Wednesday, July 28, 2010 at 8:48 PM Posted by Jeremiah Jr Chai 0 Comments

Part Time Job

Fishajob.com
Job Portal
hey guys and girls, here is a website that i found at facebook.
this is a website to find a job.
is just same like JobStreet but it got more job to be search and more easy to search the job that you wanted in any place that you wanted to go.
please come and have a look if you wanna find a job no matter part time, full time or Freelance
it could help us to find work in a easy way
come have a look,k^^

i duno why i feel so...

at 7:33 AM Posted by Jeremiah Jr Chai 0 Comments

really duno why i feel so
whenever i getting lonely, i really with my other part were beside me all the time
but im still single til now
i duno whether they care about how i look like
or because of my birth mark beside my right eye
or i look ugly
or bored
or maybe even stupid enough to love someone
that i, my ownself also feel like duno what love is
so i really wish to find bac the feel
and totally found someone that i really love
and really love me as well
but i duno whether i should choose you or not
so i hope i dun need to choose you
but you the one that choose me
can you do it?
but if you really love me
i think u will do it
because if u cant do it that mean you wont love me
or your love to me are not enough
just three words that i wish to hear from you
if u really love
just that simple three words "I LOVE YOU"
and that all could prove that you really love me
and i wont go to get you anymore
because you have told me that you love me
and i will love you forever more in my life