My Memories

Now Is 7:38PM
This is the time i start to write this post
Today i have a very bad day. My friends dont wanna talk with me, my other friend that take bus together with me always lie become stranger to me, dont even talk much in the bus. Even arriving kampar, she like very rush, go buy a book and said that she want to go back, so on it been a week we didnt get out together, back to the cafe we always been. and less sms, even call also less. Tomorrow is my assignment submission dateline and the assignment that i did is totally wrong, i have to redo and complete it by tonight. I felt that im so weak now, stressing, frustrated and so disappoint to my own self. How can i redo the whole assignment in one night if im so tiring now? i still having take my dinner when i writing thing post, i got no mood to do my assignment yet i still hearing sad love song, my mood is totally down to the MAX. What i wish now is the my God wil talk to me, give me Power, Strength, Wisdom and whatever i need.
Now is 7:44PM
i dnt know what to write, my day is just so unlucky, i felt like my heart being stab with a lot of sharp knife, i just feel that my tears in crying inside my heart. I lost direction, i dont know what o do, i dont know how to think, i dont know anythings. I just know that i'm not the best for now. I was hungry, my throat are not good, my gastric is stricking me nearly this time, i ate fried CNY food now, i feel like wanted to die then staying in this world.
Now is 7:48PM
My Brain is full of nonsense, think too much and is totally blank of what i should do now, later, tomorrow and the other day after tomorrow. I was like wanted to commit suicide so that i dont need to think anymore and stress anymore.
Now is 7:52PM
I just wanted to end my blog here and post it right nowbut i dont think there will be people that seeing it. It been so long that i have not post any blog.
7:53P posted this blog