My Memories

It was a calm night. Not a soul was in the street. It seemed peaceful. Yet...with one person, there was no peace within him.

A lone figure sat at a desk, writing a letter, while his girlfriend slept peacefully three feet away.

My Sweet Heart,

As I look back on our time we been together, I smile. But when I try to imagine our future, I realize that I can't give you the life you need-

-One more kiss could be the best thing

But one more lie could be the worst

And all these thoughts are never resting

And you're not something I deserve-

It breaks my heart to tell you this, but-

-In my head there's only you now

This world falls on me

In this world there's real and make believe

And this seems real to me-

I'm not who you think I am-

-You love me but you don't know who I am

I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand

And you love me but you don't know who I am

So let me go

Let me go-

-I dream ahead to what I hope for

And I turn my back on loving you

How can this love be a good thing?

When I know what I'm going through-

You see...I'm a Death Eater. I have been since before we were together-

-In my head there's only you

This world falls on me

In this world there's real and make believe

And this seems real to me-

I'm sure you are pissed off at me, and you have every right to be. It's time I tell you why I made the choice I did-

-You love me but you don't know who I am

I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand

You love me but you don't know who I am

So let me go

Just let me go...

Let me go-

-And no matter how hard I try

I can't escape these things inside I know

I know...

When all the pieces fall apart

You will be the only one who knows

Who knows...-

~*~

The figure paused and looked at a picture. It was of him and his girlfriend. He smiled sadly, as he remembered that day.

~*~

I don't want you to cry, not a single tear. It will only make things worse. I love you, and I always will, but this is how it needs to be; Me and you living a happy life, not in fear, with someone else-

-You love me but you don't know who I am

I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand

And you love me but you don't know who I am

So let me go

Just let me go-

I will love you until the end of time.

My love,

D-

-And you love me but you don't

You love me but you don't

You love me but you don't know who I am

And you love me but you don't

You love me but you don't

You love me but you don't know me-