My Memories

End of YEAR 2010


Hmm, how should I start blog???

Wondering what I should write down…

How about I start my story with the starting I went here…

When I was just arrive here at Kampar with my new life, I really have no direction, no education, no work to earn money, just helping my family work and waiting for my SPM result to out. After all, I have thought that I will fail my account and math (because I hate it) until the day I receive my SPM slip, I found out that my result is totally sucks until I can’t in KTAR. But after go KTAR ask for the qualification, they have ask me to go to the education fair at SYUEN HOTEL, IPOH because of my result.

After I have went to the education fair, I have register at a college at Ipoh that is Olympia College. They have ask me to go for the IEP class that provided for free and at there I have know all the friends there and they are totally very friendly and after that class finish, I have my 2-3 weeks holiday. That time I was waiting for my 1st semester to start. At the same time, I have study at a RE2 INTORNATIONAL SCHOOL for extra computer class and I learned a lot of software at there. I start my 1st semester at Olympia College at May. That time I really don’t know much people at there.

Ok, this is going to be a long story if I continue write like this so I have to summarize it for whole semester.

Hmm, in the 1st semester, I’m really happy to know so many friends like Adrian, Hau Jack, Carven, Eng Chun, and other that I know at my IEP class before this. I have also been invited to join that OCC that is Olympia Cyber Club.

Ok, have to jump to the 2nd semester because of holiday after my 1st semester.

Hmm, at my 2nd semester I have know those new semester students and I’m so happy to join them. But in this semester, I have also be the secretary in the OCC (what a joke, 2nd semester already sit at those kind of place)

**Ya, almost forget one thing in my that happen in this semester

This semester I not just only know some new great and funny friends, I have gone to clubbing as well at my Orientation Night and our performance of SHUFFLE at Orientation Night is great job, Carven, you did well. Hmm, I also have a not so call secret, I have meet a girl name Carmen or Grace at RE2 and I have a sweet relationship, sweet time and I Love Her so much but too sad, this relationship only last for 20 days but I’m so happy to have a sweet, nice and good girlfriend.

Ok, look like my story about the time I went here have end and I think I have end my story about my education as well. Now how about I start my story about my family and life.

Ok, now I really don’t know how to start my story. My family??? They like to quarrel very much and my aunt all those are very noisy and disturbing my life when I having my semester break even I have a day to rest in my study time, they will ask me out to help at shop (boring ==lll) and my life is great because I have know a branch of friends at KGH Church. How about a branch of youths is more nice to hear. I also have keep contact with some of my old church NLRC, PJ friends as well.

Ok, its very simple about my life and family and how about Christian and instrument life now.

Yaya, I like this part^^ hmm, I have meet a Christian from other place and stay contact with her. I have a ex-girlfriend (that I mention in my relationship that girl, Carmen), she is a Catholic. I have join the KGH youth fellowship all the time (ya, I didn’t pray, join they Sunday service and also speak in tongue) but I have start to serve at there after I have spend my half year wasting my time didn’t serve. But im happy that I not just can serve, I can improve my skill as well because I was playing skill with my guitar partner (ya, she is a great guitarist as well) but I still not yet get use to they song yet I have was spending a little of my time playing skill at home (less play normal playing already or a full song with chords)

Hmm, about my December holiday?? (Just finish my exam at 6 December)

My December that is the month my brother have back here. Having a great time together with my family and totally with his snore sound at night. (WALAU!!) but I just know that my time is running so fast and is the last few day of 2010.

Hope that 2011 will be a more greater year for me <3

Jesus ♥ Jeremiah
Jeremiah ♥ Jesus

---- []---- put this
---- []---- on your
--- -[]---- page
[][][][][][]  if you're
--- -[]---- not embarrassed
---- []---- to tell
---- []---- others that
---- []---- you believe in
---- []---- God

today i read a daily devotional by joyce mayer and now i really awake from my nightmare dream...God, ur son , me, i'm back now...Joshua and Matthew have waken me up now...this is her daily devotion

But I say, walk and live [habitually] in the [Holy] Spirit [responsive to and controlled and guided by the Spirit]; then you will certainly not gratify the cravings and desires of the flesh (of human nature without God).
— Galatians 5:16

“The fruit of the [Holy] Spirit, [the work which His presence within accomplishes] is love, joy (gladness), peace, patience (an even temper, forbearance), kindness, goodness (benevolence), faithfulness, gentleness (meekness, humility), self-control (self-restraint, continence)” (Galatians 5:22–23).

People throughout the world try to acquire these virtues through counseling or self-help books. Yet the Bible says that if we walk with God, the Spiritfilled life will produce all these things within us. Give your life to God each day, and He will create a right heart in you, one that will want to do the things He would have you do.

Part Time Job

really duno why i feel so
whenever i getting lonely, i really with my other part were beside me all the time
but im still single til now
i duno whether they care about how i look like
or because of my birth mark beside my right eye
or i look ugly
or bored
or maybe even stupid enough to love someone
that i, my ownself also feel like duno what love is
so i really wish to find bac the feel
and totally found someone that i really love
and really love me as well
but i duno whether i should choose you or not
so i hope i dun need to choose you
but you the one that choose me
can you do it?
but if you really love me
i think u will do it
because if u cant do it that mean you wont love me
or your love to me are not enough
just three words that i wish to hear from you
if u really love
just that simple three words "I LOVE YOU"
and that all could prove that you really love me
and i wont go to get you anymore
because you have told me that you love me
and i will love you forever more in my life  

♥ Jeremiah ♥ ♥Love♥ ♥ You ♥

♥ this is between ME and YOU ♥

when the 1st time i meet u, I in LOVE with YOU

when the last time u hurt me, u din break my HEART

but u took away my HEART because 

I LOVE YOU more then i could DIE for you

because DIE could not LOVE you more then I could be

because DIE END EVERYTHING
that's why every words that I wanna say is just for YOU
and every words is TRULY came out from my HEART
no matter when, where or what time

because i just wanna say I LOVE YOU forever

because i know that every moment that I spend with YOU will be full of LOVE

and every step that I walk with YOU will be full with SMILE =)
i just want to be by your side FOREVER AND EVER
not even giving a chances to LET YOUR HAND GO
because MY LOVE LASTS, DEATH END
that is why I LOVE YOU more then i could DIE for YOU
~I LOVE YOU~

Girl: Thank for the fun day
Guy: No problem
Girl: Can i ask you a few questions?
Guy: Sure O.O
Girl: And....
Girl: Be Honest
Girl: Have i ever crossed your mind?
Guy: No
Girl: Do you like me?
Guy: No
Girl: Do you want me?
Guy: No
Girl: Would you cry if i left?
Guy: No
Girl: Would you live for me?
Guy: No
Girl: Would you do anything for me?
Guy: No
Girl: Choose me or your life
Guy: My life
The girl ran away in shock depression
The boy ran after her and told her....
The reason you never crossed my mind because
YOU'RE ALWAYS IN MY MIND
The reason why i don't like you is because
I LOVE YOU
The reason i don't want you is
I NEED YOU
The reason why i wouldn't cry if you left
BECAUSE I WILL DIE IF YOU LEFT
the reason i wouldn't live for you is because
I WILL DIE FOR YOU
The reason i'm not willing to do anything for you is because
I WILL DO EVERYTHING FOR YOU
The reason i choose my life is because
YOU ARE MY LIFE

I LOVE YOU
THE END

全都变了
在一晚里面
全部东西都变了
我和他的relationship也变了
她才不会理我了
也不会sms我了
不会reply我的sms了
更加不会在理我有没有on9了
他的笑容也不在了
我只能很远的地方看着他
也不能够再和他一起笑了
为什么会变成这样的？？
我已经不再对你有感情了
但是为什么你要这样对我
我已经是很累了
如果我和你好像以前那样
对不起
如果你想找回我
我什么时候都是always online

this is my 1st time write chinese words for so long...as for ur information, im a banana...is got a little help from my fren for some correction...thanks for reading^^

sometimes feeling is very sucks....
and the defination for feeling is disturbing our life...
and i wish im feelingless....
feeling is really bothering my life now....
i duno what should i do to release those emo feeling...
and totally i duno how to release cold-blooded feeling at my fren...
and it just making everything totally nonsense.....
feeling feel like everything to the world...
happy, joyful, sad, painful and other feeling...
with or without those feeling is just like no different...
anger, emo, frustrated and other as well...
is just like making the world moving more slow then the time...
why does feeling making me so ....
i really duno why...haiz....
feelingless = SPEECHLESS NOW...