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really duno why i feel so
whenever i getting lonely, i really with my other part were beside me all the time
but im still single til now
i duno whether they care about how i look like
or because of my birth mark beside my right eye
or i look ugly
or bored
or maybe even stupid enough to love someone
that i, my ownself also feel like duno what love is
so i really wish to find bac the feel
and totally found someone that i really love
and really love me as well
but i duno whether i should choose you or not
so i hope i dun need to choose you
but you the one that choose me
can you do it?
but if you really love me
i think u will do it
because if u cant do it that mean you wont love me
or your love to me are not enough
just three words that i wish to hear from you
if u really love
just that simple three words "I LOVE YOU"
and that all could prove that you really love me
and i wont go to get you anymore
because you have told me that you love me
and i will love you forever more in my life
Girl: Thank for the fun day
Guy: No problem
Girl: Can i ask you a few questions?
Guy: Sure O.O
Girl: And....
Girl: Be Honest
Girl: Have i ever crossed your mind?
Guy: No
Girl: Do you like me?
Guy: No
Girl: Do you want me?
Guy: No
Girl: Would you cry if i left?
Guy: No
Girl: Would you live for me?
Guy: No
Girl: Would you do anything for me?
Guy: No
Girl: Choose me or your life
Guy: My life
The girl ran away in shock depression
The boy ran after her and told her....
The reason you never crossed my mind because
YOU'RE ALWAYS IN MY MIND
The reason why i don't like you is because
I LOVE YOU
The reason i don't want you is
I NEED YOU
The reason why i wouldn't cry if you left
BECAUSE I WILL DIE IF YOU LEFT
the reason i wouldn't live for you is because
I WILL DIE FOR YOU
The reason i'm not willing to do anything for you is because
I WILL DO EVERYTHING FOR YOU
The reason i choose my life is because
YOU ARE MY LIFE
I LOVE YOU
THE END
全都变了
在一晚里面
全部东西都变了
我和他的relationship也变了
她才不会理我了
也不会sms我了
不会reply我的sms了
更加不会在理我有没有on9了
他的笑容也不在了
我只能很远的地方看着他
也不能够再和他一起笑了
为什么会变成这样的？？
我已经不再对你有感情了
但是为什么你要这样对我
我已经是很累了
如果我和你好像以前那样
对不起
如果你想找回我
我什么时候都是always online
this is my 1st time write chinese words for so long...as for ur information, im a banana...is got a little help from my fren for some correction...thanks for reading^^
sometimes feeling is very sucks....
and the defination for feeling is disturbing our life...
and i wish im feelingless....
feeling is really bothering my life now....
i duno what should i do to release those emo feeling...
and totally i duno how to release cold-blooded feeling at my fren...
and it just making everything totally nonsense.....
feeling feel like everything to the world...
happy, joyful, sad, painful and other feeling...
with or without those feeling is just like no different...
anger, emo, frustrated and other as well...
is just like making the world moving more slow then the time...
why does feeling making me so ....
i really duno why...haiz....
feelingless = SPEECHLESS NOW...
status...sad
she is online, but she is been offline to me
she got credit,but she dun even reply or even see my msg
even i got thing to tell her,but she din even wanna hear it
although i miss her,she might be missing someone else
she is offline and i just think that she had been sleeping right now
and when she reply, she just said, "im busy!!"
and wat i say is, "then please reply me when u r not"
im so sad :'( please reply me soon....
i remember the 1st day we meet *im so shy that time*
i remember the time we take bus together *i sited with other person and you sited with other person as well*
even i remember the 1st time i hold your hand *my heart beat jumping so fast & im so nervous*
i even remember that we wear what color shirt that day *i wear red, you wear blue and inside is black*
i also remember the time & feel i hugged you *it just making me feel so warm & sweet*
i do even remember that time i hug around ur waist *it making me wanna kiss you*
the time we went back home together *i just wish to hold your hand & rest for a moment*
even the time we go out together *i just wish to see your smile & have a nice day*
the time we have our lunch together *it just making me feel full with looking at you*
the time we walk together *i just know we were meant to be together*
even the time we sit together *i just know that i will focus on you*
but eventually, all is just a dream *sooner or later we gonna wake up as well*
and when we woke up from this dream *it's feel like a nightmare*
all will be end *even the smile that we had before*
and all will turn to abnormal *even when we meet, it just feel like something happen before*
without explanation *what is happening around*
and it feel like something lost between us *wish to hold ur hand in the reality again*
the touch between us *the feeling of your warm*
even the feeling disappear suddenly *the feel of ur soft hand,the feel of hugging you,the feel of ur pretty eyes even the warm and happy feeling when be with you is all disappear so suddenly*
and everything happen within a second *not even a second*
and what i wish is just to be with you again *together and forever*
I LOVE YOU
it was just following my feel to write down....if you have problem to understand it, please use the translater to translate it...thanks....copyright reserved by Jeremiah Jr Chai....
